从今天开始关心粮食蔬菜和自己。

从青春期开始，我逐渐形成一种观念，觉得若内心没有挣扎纠结就是肤浅的象征。
于是，我开始了漫长恍惚的挣扎岁月。到头来发现好像常常是为挣扎而挣扎。
但是，现在此刻内心的声音是
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievements of the future.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.

脑袋响起去年此时一直在听的歌。曾经给我抚慰的歌。